will it work

wat else.....though i keep calm,i think only positive,i dream about a better 2morrow,im happy even wit my smallest achievements , i feel that im 5yn when compared 2 others who r in very bad state.but still their is a deep sorrow inside me which doesn't allow me 2 laugh out loud.its becoming unbearable at tyms.
all these thoughts disturb me coz im sitting idle,yes "IDLE MIND IS DEVIL'S WORKSHOP".i need 2 b busy wit sum work,so 2 use my tym in a more productive way i was searching on d net & i found dis site. stem cells for attaxia .....

my mind is preoccupied wid d topic-stem cells since last week,if ny1 knows much abt it plz contact me on mail id-meghablossoms@gmail.com .im desperately searching for a cure so it may help me.im not sure abt stem cell therapy ,can it b use full in my case &if its affordable, their is no much information in India &i can't take risk ,i have seen sum video's on d net & wrote 2 dem abt my condition,lets c if it works........

its Disgusting///////

It hurts wen every1 around me stair at me in public,(especially wen im walking it b'comes difficult 4 me 2 manage myself) anxiety levels OF people around r so high wen dey see me in public dat they can't control.& dey start scanning me frm head 2 toe , its irritating & i find no other way 2 avoid dem ......
if people hav so much of concern 4 me then they can make a general awareness programme & organize a support group or collect funds or fight 4 special privilege's 4 neurologically disordered people.........come & put ur feet in my shoe u wud know d torture im xperiencing.. rather than giving free suggestions.
im not a criminal nor terrorist or not a super star, then y im so privileged 2 grab d attention of every1.im a normal person & i did nt do ny crime,its nt my fault dat im disabled,its not even my choice bt its a gift 4rm god & im living wit it.

its my sincere plea don't embarrass ny disabled person wit ur disgusting looks.......

wise thought

hope is what we hold onto...
dreams we hope to be
things of wishes and sweet memories
bt hope is broken
dreams do fade
the past cums running back
remember the good things that happen
for they never last
tears , fears and night mares
will have u all ur life
try as u must
you cannot run
you cannot hide......

story f a beautiful flower

Have u ever seen a beautiful flower???

Here is d story f a beautiful flower vt bright colored lovely petals, sweet fragrance $ very attractive 2 luk at .it had strong leaves & stem.
Bt 1 fyn day it ws wilting ,d flower luked dull, it progressed day by day. not coz f drought or famine or n coz f d summer sun it ws dull.
D flower ws no longer attractive 4 d bees as d nectar ws no more sweet, its colorful petals were fading vt tym.it can never give fruits coz its week n is unable to bear d strong winds which were once its best buddies spreading its fragrance all around.
Even d plant is sad on seeing d flower ,nt knowing d cause 4 its illness .y shld plant b sorry 4 d flower, she has seen many flowers in her lyf. might b coz it ws nt usual case , dis flower just started 2 blossom ,it had nt seen d colors f lyf ,it ws nt d tym 4 d flower 2 wilt.
It ws all coz f d dark spot hidden in d stalk f d flower no 1 knew how 2 remove it. it spread like hell & wuld kill d flower soon……….just like me.........

Courage always does'nt roar.
sumtyms courage is d quiet voice
at da nd of d day saying,
I Will Try Again 2morrow.

$$$$ Indian Summer $$$$$

Hmmmmmm.............summer is my fav.season,i like the bright sun,hot winds & especially wen it rains in summer.

In Celebration of Being ALIVE.......

Inspite of all these difficulties what makes me still going ?///
i believe in god,he closed 1 door 4 me but opened 10 more doors 4 me,so i need 2 find them out & there is an undoubted hope within me that he is wit me leading me 2wards da correct path...so y should i b sad its my celebration of being alive.....